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And that one day in practice when I told everyone, “I’m going to all alone next year” & Coach joins the conversation and said, “Yes. Because you’ll be the only one on the team” was hilarious! HAHAHAHAHHAHA

These past three years have been absolutely amazing. Three years ago, I made varsity, but what I didn’t know is that I was becoming a part of the closest team I’ve ever been on. My first year was good. Everyone was so nice and loving and they made my first few months of high school great. Then those seniors left, and it was okay. Then last year. Last year was great! We went spent so much time together. Going to get asian drinks and weekly team lunches. And then those seniors graduated and it was really sad, but I still had some people left. & This year was the best. Constantly laughing and we had a better record than our last two years combined. HAHAH! We learned sign language and some people spent nearly 24 hours at my house. They witnessed me spazzing out when I slept and drew all over me -___- On their senior night, I made them cry <3 and today, I realized that it’s officially over. I’m the last one. I honestly never thought this day would come… I guess I thought I would just stay a freshman forever, and I’d always have my older teammates that I love unconditionally there for me all the time. But they’re actually leaving me! Everytime I think about it, I start crying! Except not when I was in front of them! Hahaha I had to be strong, since Julie, Josephine, and Alyssa were crying their eyes out!

All I know is that they better visit me next year! <3